Where shall we begin? I'm in a not so good place right now. I've found myself losing touch with things that once meant everything. It's so easy for me to stop giving a fuck. Honestly, I wish it wasn't. All I want outta life right now (right now) is balance. Plain & simple. Is that too much to ask? Seems so.

I love what I do, really but I need to find a way to keep a good balance for myself. Listen, I know shit never works out as planned, I'm used to that happening but maybe (just maybe) all things will fall into place. I wanna be happy again, I'm not talking singing-in-the-rain-running-through-a-field-of-flowers happy, truly happy. Are you truly happy? How did you get there? If not, how do you plan to get there? 

Give me a play-by-play folks, I'm so desp right now. For realsies.

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